A mi me gusta ser sumisa, cuando uno es sumiso ,en realidad esta dominando desde esa posicion y es mucho mas comoda que la de ser abiertamente dominante y requiere,realmente de mas habilidad.
es un "juego de hacer creer" de aflojar el hilo,para luego ahorcar con el y lo mejor de todo es que te exhonera de culpas.si es que yo las sintiera.
hay elementos de la naturaleza humana que no se comprender, a veces experimento, como se hace con los bebés cuando se los aleja de la madre.
y presiono,solo para ver como se derrumba.
me encanta...es como si algo,como si su mundo empezara a caerse desde arriba y lo dejase completamente solo.
no se si soy cruel, al fin y al cabo, mis acciones son producto de un dolor mas grande, uno que no podria comprender y aun asi me da todo el derecho del mundo a punzar sobre su corazoncito.
ironicamente, esta montaña rusa evita la rutina,mantiene el interes del espectador.
la chica se sentó frente al pc, se quedó observando largo rato los nombres de los videos pornográficos hallados en la carpeta lobotomia...
ella lo haría pagar...
es una estupides,sin duda.
pero ella era capas de matar cualquier cosa que hiriese su ego...
jueves, 10 de abril de 2008
sábado, 5 de abril de 2008
La ofèliaca que hay en mì.
Ophelia se volviò loca,esquizòfrenica, suicida...
ella que representaba la inocencia y la virginidad...se podria decir que retorno a un estado puro...incorrupto....
yo quisiera mi inocencia de vuelta,pero en vista de que es poco probable, y no lo es sin embargo, la espada de la insanidad blandiendo sobre mi cabeza...
necesito un medio en el cual descargar mis incertidumbres y básicamente mi desorden mental...
tl vez de esta forma encuentre una manera de organizar aquellos pensamientos conflictuados...
no tengo una historia por lo demàs interesante, no debo buscar novio en un x plazo,no busco novio, de hecho lo tengo, no me creo el anticristo, ni me tildo de gòtica autosuperada o intelectualoide ,y estoy vieja para ser una punker anarKista con convicciones difusas que al fin y al cabo solo convencen de manera ùtopica...
ya no soy idealista,soy Apolitica, no tengo religion ni estoy "encaminada"
I'm your Opheliac
I've been so disillusioned
I know you'd take me back
But still I feign confusion
I couldn't be your friend
My world was too unstable
You might have seen the end
But you were never able
To keep me breathing
As the water rises up again
Before I slip away
You know the games I play
And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies I tell
When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay
You know how hard it can be
To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone
Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do
I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want to be
I only hope that in the end you will see
It's the Opheliac in me
I'm your Opheliac
My stockings prove my virtues
I'm open to attack
But I don't want to hurt you
Whether I swim or sink
That's no concern of yours now
How could you possibly think
You had the power to know how
To keep me breathing
As the water rises up again
Before I slip away
You know the games I play
And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies
I tell When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay
You know how hard it can be
To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone
Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want to be
I only hope that in the end you will see
It's the Opheliac in me
Studies show:Intelligent girls are more depressed Because they know
What the world is really like
Don't think for a beat it makes it better
When you sit her down and tell her
Everything gonna be all right
She knows in society she either is
A devil or an angel with no in between
She speaks in the third person
So she can forget that she's me
Doubt thou the stars are fire
Doubt thou the sun doth move
Doubt truth to be a liar
But never doubt
Doubt thou the stars are fire
Doubt thou the sun doth move
Doubt truth to be a liar
But never doubt I love
You know the games I play
And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies I tell
When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay
You know how hard it can be
To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone
Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do
I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want to be
I only hope that in the end you will see
It's the Opheliac in me
*Opheliac (ofeliaca) es un termino creado por Emilie para describir a una persona con las caraceristicas de Ophelia de Hamlet ( Shakespeare)
ella que representaba la inocencia y la virginidad...se podria decir que retorno a un estado puro...incorrupto....
yo quisiera mi inocencia de vuelta,pero en vista de que es poco probable, y no lo es sin embargo, la espada de la insanidad blandiendo sobre mi cabeza...
necesito un medio en el cual descargar mis incertidumbres y básicamente mi desorden mental...
tl vez de esta forma encuentre una manera de organizar aquellos pensamientos conflictuados...
no tengo una historia por lo demàs interesante, no debo buscar novio en un x plazo,no busco novio, de hecho lo tengo, no me creo el anticristo, ni me tildo de gòtica autosuperada o intelectualoide ,y estoy vieja para ser una punker anarKista con convicciones difusas que al fin y al cabo solo convencen de manera ùtopica...
ya no soy idealista,soy Apolitica, no tengo religion ni estoy "encaminada"
I'm your Opheliac
I've been so disillusioned
I know you'd take me back
But still I feign confusion
I couldn't be your friend
My world was too unstable
You might have seen the end
But you were never able
To keep me breathing
As the water rises up again
Before I slip away
You know the games I play
And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies I tell
When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay
You know how hard it can be
To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone
Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do
I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want to be
I only hope that in the end you will see
It's the Opheliac in me
I'm your Opheliac
My stockings prove my virtues
I'm open to attack
But I don't want to hurt you
Whether I swim or sink
That's no concern of yours now
How could you possibly think
You had the power to know how
To keep me breathing
As the water rises up again
Before I slip away
You know the games I play
And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies
I tell When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay
You know how hard it can be
To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone
Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want to be
I only hope that in the end you will see
It's the Opheliac in me
Studies show:Intelligent girls are more depressed Because they know
What the world is really like
Don't think for a beat it makes it better
When you sit her down and tell her
Everything gonna be all right
She knows in society she either is
A devil or an angel with no in between
She speaks in the third person
So she can forget that she's me
Doubt thou the stars are fire
Doubt thou the sun doth move
Doubt truth to be a liar
But never doubt
Doubt thou the stars are fire
Doubt thou the sun doth move
Doubt truth to be a liar
But never doubt I love
You know the games I play
And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies I tell
When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay
You know how hard it can be
To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone
Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do
I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want to be
I only hope that in the end you will see
It's the Opheliac in me
*Opheliac (ofeliaca) es un termino creado por Emilie para describir a una persona con las caraceristicas de Ophelia de Hamlet ( Shakespeare)
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